Friday, 1 May 2015

Its getting darker

The last rays
are being engulfed
the light is being
strangled
It has started getting dark.


The day passed by
a bit too soon
giving way 
to a hazy, sooty, choking sky
bereft of the lights and the moon
It has started getting dark


The night drags itself
with its paralysing misery
the claws of pain
against your wall of conscious
leaving you sleepless, immobile
It has started getting darker


The memories of the day
the unexpected turn it made
lay heavy on you
the burden
seeming to break you
tearing your flesh and bones
from inside
It has started getting darker


You crouch
trying to shield yourself
waiting for sleep
to come and help you
go through
It has already got darker


The daylight's still distant
you might as well find dreams
and hope
to hold on to
to remain with you
in this solitude
the night's still getting darker.


Though the time still gallops,
across this vast badland
and the light lurks somewhere
near the horizon
the tussle within continues
either to carry on
with the inconsequential efforts of resistance
or to succumb
to succumb, give up
let the darkness in
and let it corrode your being
let it dissolve you completely,
make you one with itself
and vanish


Or to wait -
For the day
might be just around the corner
To believe
that it is the darkest before the dawn
To hold on to the last weak flame
before its gone


Wait,
for maybe
the night is about to fade.
Wait,
for maybe
the day will be back
ever stronger
(Or not?)


Or maybe,
the night might not
bother you longer.
and you won't be able to tell anymore,
If it is the dawn,
Or its still getting darker.

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