This part of my life, this right here?
Its called uncertainty.
Uncertainty of the day when the results will come..
As if the results are always pleasant
( They ceased to be so after school!)
Neither am I sure if I have performed well enough to secure admission in Masters.
( After those disastrous entrance exams, chances are slim)
So what do I have now?
A long list of regrets - of things I could have done differently, in a better way
The list seems to have no end.
I know I am the one to be blamed.
But the burden of regrets is enough and I can't include the latter one in my baggage too.
Uncertainty.
My mind keeps on coming up with a new backup plan, everyday.
It is as good as walking on a trail on a foggy evening. No guiding light. Little hope.
This uncertainty is almost maddening!
I'm here, waiting for a day ( waiting, again!) when this uncertainty, the regrets and the blames would be eliminated. It sounds like being at ease - it sounds like being happy.
This kind of day or maybe this feeling is what I look forward to.
This is what I pursue - the pursuit ofhappyness happiness :)
Its called uncertainty.
Uncertainty of the day when the results will come..
As if the results are always pleasant
( They ceased to be so after school!)
Neither am I sure if I have performed well enough to secure admission in Masters.
( After those disastrous entrance exams, chances are slim)
So what do I have now?
A long list of regrets - of things I could have done differently, in a better way
The list seems to have no end.
I know I am the one to be blamed.
But the burden of regrets is enough and I can't include the latter one in my baggage too.
Uncertainty.
My mind keeps on coming up with a new backup plan, everyday.
It is as good as walking on a trail on a foggy evening. No guiding light. Little hope.
This uncertainty is almost maddening!
I'm here, waiting for a day ( waiting, again!) when this uncertainty, the regrets and the blames would be eliminated. It sounds like being at ease - it sounds like being happy.
This kind of day or maybe this feeling is what I look forward to.
This is what I pursue - the pursuit of
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